my heart is beating, beating, beating
"River" - Akron/Family
A Cup of Tea and Your Insights
It's so easy to be just like you
And she's so easy to see
It's so easy to be just like you
Said that you were
And I can't hold onto her with just my appetite
But I get so hungry for another chance
And it's so easy to be just like you
Said that you were
And I know sometimes my mind's not right
And I'm not sure what I should do
But I try real hard to stay up all night
Just to be like you
Now Jackie Brown has been on my mind
Sometimes I think that I
Am not exclusive enough, or not enough
To be something special for her
She's so hard on me
Hard, like I know someday I will be
It's so easy to be just like you
Said that you were
And I started thinking I was beautiful
So I ran back to the boys room
And would I do it again, well I probably would
Just to be like you
Mentally I was not prepared
And gently she said 'baby that's all right'
Frustrated times where I come from now
Coming back here, really nothing to say
And she's so hard on me
Hard, like I know someday I will be
And she's so easy to see
It's just so easy to be just like
She said that she was
And I know that I could be all right
If I could just come over
For a cup of tea and your insights
Well I know that I could be all right
If I could just come over
For a cup of tea and your insights
Well I know that I could be all right
Yes I know that I could be all right
Cause I know that I could be all right
I know that I could be all right
Cause I know that I could be all right
I know that I could be all right
I know...that I could be all right
Cause I know...that I could be all right
Cause I know...that I could be all right
Cause I know that I
I know...I could be all right
sleeeeeepy time.
The night is young and dark,
And free,
Full of endless, spinning possibility
As the moon turns on itself
And glances back, seductive,
At the failing night, at the gleaming city,
While our lips run cold and the pitter-patter
Of healing hearts are comforting and shining
At this time of day.
Words that spin, slide, avalanche and fall
Taking with them both sides, opposites
Weaving paradox, spinning webs of mystery
We wonder of the other, what for this dying breath,
This dying day, this dying flame.
Listening close to the places between
Where the light doesn’t reach
And the only sounds are those of your veins undulating,
Waving in this breeze, in this current.
Kingdoms rise and thrones fall,
But always remains the man
His sword and his pride
Until all is shrugged off
And eternal is the night.
Peace be with you,
And also with you.
it's not so bad now. Life goes on, things sort themselves out. Everything happens, everything is.
i am.
The wind picked up And my body roared, My throat closed up As the waves broke wildly, As the current carried you away from me, And the sandy shore was then Made barren, made desolate, Emptied of you. Choking back tears, holding On to the memories And the faint, dim pictures In my mind (forever fading, forever departed), with the strength of a god, with the strength of a frightened child, hungry, and laughing in the dark. Echoes of Heartbeats heard in the silent places, Those places from where Language and light Flee. My mad disposition, the insane, Hurtful gleam in my eye, A mirror of the suffering of ages, Catches sight of what appears To be you, but materializes Into a stand of Trees, a grove of illusion, Tugging on heartstrings cut By bitter love. This is an ode to your memory, To your existence in place, in time, An ocean away from my Clenched jaw, from my beating heart, From the callow tears that fall for you.
things are going to be better now. yaya. going up to seattle to visit courtney for a week in early january - can't wait. i'm going to be okay. i'm going to be okay. i'm going to be okay. i'm going to be okay, i swear it.
oh
thank you read more
on so.